.......... as always.
lately after passing the threshold into the 30s club, i've become more and more cranky. dissatisfied with even the tiniest thing around me. people seem to be buggin me more n more and hubs patiently listen to me rant and rave the minute he comes back home. i'm more a complainant nowadays, slowly slipping away from my world of optimism and patience.
i know its me. but tell me if you wont be mad at situations like these:
- the neighbours don't seem to smile back anymore cos i'm not among them when they gossip by their fences. (i'd rather watch the nanny)
- the school admin wants me to find a backdated mc cos she does not want to endorse my emergency leave which i'm entitled to. the other teacher gets their EL without any problem. (apparently becos i declined to mark SPM papers)
- my 'gangster' boys lost to a ko-ku cooking competition cos they served dishes adhering to the camping theme. they rarely participate in stuff and when they follow what is wanted, they lose due to favours. the one that won cooked masak lemak udang and served them in crystals. (who cooks that in camp? and bring crystals sum more?)
- i can't avoid deep man holes cos there are bikes coming from the opposite direction on my lane!
- death toll is rising but we're assured not to panic!
and thats only a day's problem.
urgh .. at this rate, i'm turning into a curmudgeon in no time.
i want the old me.
at least, these boys still make me sane.
i just found out that us four have nothing planned for this weekend. its a free and easy one. hmm .. thats different. wonder what we'll end up doin.
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